That Guy I met During 1st Sem 2nd year

During 1st sem of my 2nd year in college, I made a new friend. He was actually a classmate in my minor subjects. During our nstp class, he went inside our room and it just so happened that I was at the aircon's control (which was right beside the door) so when he entered the room, I got startled and I looked at him. I was even more surprised to see that he was also looking at me at that time.


K. That moment was like "THE SPARK". LOL.

After that, every girl in the room started flocking around the new guy and then they had pictures taken with them. At the back of my head "LOL. Hope his head won't get bigger with this. He's not a celebrity." And then after that, he sat next to me while I played some games on a classmate's laptop. He was staring. It made me tense which made me lose the game. So, I got humiliated in front of him. Lol. We had our intros at that time. I said my name. He said his. Our teacher arrived and then he left.

After a few weeks, we got to know each other. We hanged out. We had dinner. We went home together. We talked about stuff. We hugged. We hugged tighter and then there was the kiss. (no mouth action here. Just the kiss on the cheek.UGH. Kbye. ) As the weeks progressed, I earned myself a set of haters. Apparently, one of them really hated my and kept on tweeting about me and my last name and all that shit. We did appear like lovers to a lot of people since we hanged out a lot and we even held hands out in public.

AND THEN AUGUST 10 came.

Everything was going so well. We were going along well. Communication was there but then he wanted to "stay on the friend zone".. I was devastated, of course because I thought I was falling in love with him (and I now feel ashamed to say that.) At first I was bitter about it because the season was so right for us to hang out 'cause it was college fiesta and that there was a lot of days when we didn't have classes.. I was much bitter about it because of the fact that he f*cking dumped me 18 days before my f*cking birthday. I know. It's not that close to my birthday... But it still mattered to me! It made the last few days of my 16-year-old life miserable but I got over it during the fiesta because I had fun.

Since I saw him everyday during class, I find it awkward to move around the classroom anymore. I was too pissed off that even the sense of him looking at me would enrage him. I hated him with all my gut. I got even mad during those times when I would accidentally look at him and them he would smile. Why would he do that? He knew that any girl would be mad at a guy for doing what he did. Ugh. I just wanted to kick him in the nuts back then. He never really did know the kind of bullshit I went through when I was hanging out with him along with those ******** people looking/observing us. That was actually part of why I was bitter. It was more of a pride thing,

What we had was good. Yes. But our togetherness was focused on the view that everything would go as planned and that we'd always be happy together yadda yadda. I was so caught up with what I felt that I actually forgot to go back to reality. It all happened to soon and for me that equates to LUST. Simply said, what I thought was love was actually my raging hormones acting up on me making me do things that gave him a motive to do those things back to me. And because of those raging hormones, I got hurt, depressed, pissed off, bitter and all other negative vibes that I could possibly name.

It was actually my first time having a (what I think) flirt-mate. I didn't really thought that the guy would like me back or flirt back with me but look! my plan worked. I'm awesome! Haha! :)

That's him. Haha.
We had that taken on the last day of our class and right after our Eng21 Variety show. Yes, we reconciled but I won't be telling you why anymore 'cause I'm too lazy to type it down. Haha!